-christina-

here i am back again blogging, guess i’l be blogging even more often these days.
woke
up at 10 something in the morning just now, fell asleep while watching
sweet home alabama last night. i’ll continue watching it tonight.
it’s
5 p.m. now, had lunch at sakae sushi queensbay just now to celebrate my
godbro’s birthday. happy birthday aaron. peng’s pizza hut party will be
later at night. another party =) well, guess i need all these
entertainment now. keep my mind from swaying to other problems. i have
nothing else to say here. leave you people with some pictures alright?
will
update later after peng’s party. more pictures to come. can’t wait to
see my asam evil alicia wong. miss her alot. and aunty shu plus the
birthday boy zhan peng aka kacuak. see you guys later. love you guys.

the nightmare is over, or in other words, my finalz r over.. thank gosh guess all the burden that wuz on my shoulders r falling apart now.. i survived from this disaster!! well, in another 2 weeks, i think this disaster will strike back coz my results will be out by then… shuckz!! but to hell wid that, on the other hand, i have almost 2 months of holidayz!! well, what am i goin to be doin in this 2 months.. ??

as usual, i won’t be free, as i’m alwiz busy hopefully i’ll have my own sweet time…

1. find a job - i need money, or juz i need sumthin to do.. i can’t be wasting time away in these 2 months.. hee!!

2. intima stuff - diGi event comin up.. heard it’s gonna be huge, and intimas’ r the organisers in it.. i’m under music dept.. a lil’ description on what will the music dept will be responsible of :

- Consists of 10 members (Troopers) which from here 1 Dept Head (Pilot) & Ass. Dept head (Co-Pilot) will be elected.
- The department will be in charge of the the music section for the festival.
- Duties includes brainstorming for musical activities that Youth would engage in and also suggestions in selction of artists to perform on the day.
- Will also be involved in running the activities that the department has planned on the day of the event. 

as lucky as i am, i got the Co-Pilot post for this dept.. what does that mean?? answer : more work! =)

3. intima camp - it’s gonna be fun! no doubt in dat intima rockz!

4. AISEC camp - i have no idea what this is but.. it does sound fun.. plus intimas’ r encouraged to go for it!

5. vacation - thinking about it, i don’t think i’ll have the time to go on vacation if i’m not mistaken, my mum did mention sumthin about goin down to KL and Genting together wid my Singaporean relatives.. also that my big sister wants to spend christmas in S’pore… aGain =.="… hell no! i ain’t goin… hee!!

6. outing wid friendz - well i can’t leave the aSaMz n rotiz out rite? i will definitely have time wid u guys… plus aunty shu and nicole *girl!we have loadz of catching up to do!*, n my old CGL buddies.. hell, i do miss u guys loadz… too bad it’s not the old school dayz anymore..

well, that is my temporary schedule for sem 2 break! XD i do have alot to do.. can’t wait to get started! LoL!

speaking of examz, i never mentioned how my finalz went.. allrite, mathz wasn’t that bad but my electric paper.. almost killed me.. i’m so screwed! thankz to that mapuki-ing lecturer… but it’s all over, y think about it anymore rite? enjoy life..

after our electric paper juz now, i went out wid bobby and the others, they watched open season while me n another friend watched rob-b-hood.. asam! u have to watch this show.. the bB is like… soooo adorable!!

watch the show! he is much more cuter than this pic!

i wanted to watch this show eversince the 1st of oCt, but until today.. *3rd nov* the cinema wuz still so packed!! plus i never had the chance to watch it coz there were too many new movies comin up.. i highly recommend the prestige.. it’s REALLY good! open season is not bad

apart from all the upcoming events and celebrations for me, after finalz = facing reality… well, i admit, this sem is different to me… i met new people, made new friends, obsessed wid intima, screwed up a lil’ *alot*, learned new things, realised how fun life could be.. and alot of other things.. juz too much to list out i juz hope reality is not goin to turn into a nightmare, the things people r telling me now r kinda scaree n freakyyy and sumtimes, i do think that joinin intima is a mistake, sumtimes.

to hell with that.. enjoy life first!

and that’s definitely sumthin i’m goin to do! cheerz! XD

*bob n me* -torch-

zhao yong_me -it’s our road!-

nice boxers bob!!

whoopz!! i’m forgetting sumthin!! i forgot to blog about my 18th birthday!! shame on me!!

well, first of all.. i would like to thank of of my friendz who were wid me that day, really appreciate it! to take ur precious time off juz to spend my birthday wid me!! love you all!!

okay, let’s get to it..

on the 24th night, i wuz out wid a friend of mine from intima.. he wuz returnin a favor as i wuz the one who brought him out during his b’day early october.. we watched the prestige that nite.. midnite movie.. now that’s one of the reasons y i recommend the prestige! i watched dat show on my darn birthday

25th morning, i woke up at 10 a.m… nex thing i know wuz… bobby and wei xue were outside my house already they got my oranges as my favourite colour is orange n also a photo album, handmade by wei xue, thankz alot! i love it! hee! after awhile, bobby came again wid a bigger group of friends… n then we had lunch at subway e-gate… went to gurney after that.. watched open season XD

i had to rush home right after as the asam n the rotiz booked me for the nite went home for like.. 15 mins n i wuz out again back to gurney… wid alicia *asam*… wuz at gurney for like 10 minz!! shu suddenly called up n ask to meet up at crown jewel beach… hee!! went there straight away, waited at the lobby for shu n the others…

as me n asam waited, we tooked pictures! being the asamz that we are… n shu finally came!! she looked abit exhausted! sigh.. shud have figured it out.. they muz be up to sumthin.. y din i think of that? blur me… hee! shu asked to take a walk at the beach right after she arrived, i wuz wondering y she’s so anxious to get to the beach because she wuz walkin faster than usual…

nearing the beach, shu n asam took out a scarf, or wuz it a belt… n blindfold me i shud have known they were up to sumthing!! both shu n asam.. held my arms n guided me along the way… n when they un-blind-kan me… hehehe… i saw this ->

i know you guys can’t see clearly, it’s ‘happy b’day’

really sweet of you guys!! really really really love this!! plus the beach is one of my favourite places.. it’s juz perfect!! love you guys!! sadly, we couldn’t stay for long as it wuz drizzling… sobz! but i really appreciate the effort guys… thank you all!!

we went to subaidah after that.. they got me a cake! =) well, the main part of the cake… wuz the smashing-christina’s face-with-cake part… i’m sure all of u enjoyed watching me gettin facial as shu calls it

-preparing to get smashed-

-smashhhhh-

overall, it wuz a great day for me! all of this wouldn’t have happen if it weren’t for you guys..

LOVE YOU ALL!!

time - 4.15 a.m.
location - big sis’ fat’s room
currently doing - calculus =________="

i’m so caught up with life now..finalz r kambing n i know nutz bout it -> calculus, electric circuits, transistors, diodes, integration, differentiation.. it’s driving me nutz… well, not that bad yet.. hopefully i will survive.. short sem is crazee.. imagine havin only 2 subjects, but it can drive u crazee..

before
kambing back to college for 2nd sem, i told myself, this sem should be
easy…hell yeah!! only 2 subjects!! mathz n electric circuits.. both
my strong subjects.. well, it shud be okay.. but no.. i wuz wrong.. short sem can KILL
you.. imagine studying a subject where other people take 3 months to
study it, while i have to cramp 3 months of work into my head in juz 7
weeks.. other than that, our prom nite distracted me from my studies.. wrong
timing.. totally wrong.. i messed + screwed up.. wuz too caught up wid
prom until i nearly neglected my studies *tsktsk* =(

but luckily, it is over now.. currently on study break.. where u r SUPPOSE to study..hee!! guess what have i been doin so far? other than studying that is…
wake up girl!! finalz r like only a week away!! u can’t afford to screw
up this time… u screw up juz once, n u can say bye bye to ur future..
which top universities will accept only an average student? n i’m not
juz average.. i expect alot from myself.. after 2 years from now, after
my diploma that is, i will be pursuing my studies in one of the best
universities in the UK, Australia or maybe US..
my dream is to study in Australia.. since i wuz a lil’ kid.. but to
think bout it.. UK will be a better world for engineering students..
maybe perhaps after achieving my degree, i would apply for a job in UK,
if there is a chance.. On the other hand, studying in Australia, if my
grades r miraculously good.. i might be able to pursue my masters there
too.. as my lecturer told me, Australia does offer masters’ in top
universities straight away if ur diploma is REALLY good.. that will
lead me one step ahead of others, i’l be skipping 2 years of studies,
the entire degree course.. well, cross my fingers n hopefully my very
best is good enough to catch the attention.. n of coz, i will be in
Australia after masters.. working, perhaps. Lastly, the US, of coz, i’m
considering it, if i do get into the prestigious universities there,
then y not? as i know, US does not recognise diploma holders, hopefully
luck will stand by me if i do decide to go to the US.

who
knowz what will happen in the future? for now, all i know is, if i do
go overseas, y do i have to come back right after? if i can experience
working life there.. wouldn’t it be a benefit? God knowz whtr i might
be kambing back to Malaysia again nex time.. imagine leaving ur family
here in Malaysia, i don’t know whtr i can accept that fact.. but if u
wanna strive for success, u have to take risks n sacrifices.. datz what i hate bout life, making decisions.. one wrong turn n ur lost.. it’ll take forever juz to find ur way back..

all
i know now is, i know what i want n i will do whatever it takes me juz
to get it.. these r my main priorities now, i’m very sorry to the sides
which i once cared for.. life does not turn out to be the way we want
it to be sometimes.. the heart changes as life goes on..
                                             

  
 
  

a taste of SDS

"At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just not facing the truth. Some are evil men, at war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. Six billion people in the world, six billion souls. And sometimes…all you need is one."

"You know what? Tragedies happen. What are you going to do? Give up? Quit? No. I realize now that when your heart breaks you gotta fight like hell to make sure you’re alive. Because you are, and that pain you feel, is life. The confusion and fear, that’s there to remind you that somewhere out there is better…and that something out there is worth fighting for."

"When did we lose our way consumed by the shadow swallowed whole by the darkness? Does this darkness have a name? Is it your name?"

"sometimes people step up. sometimes they fall short. life can push pretty hard. but if you look closely you an find hope. in the eyes of children. in the bars of a song. and in the eyes of the ones you love. and if you’re lucky. i mean the luckiest person on this entire planet — that person will decide to love you back."

"when i went to bed i was living a fairytale, but then i woke up and now it’s just a nightmare.."

"maybe i spent my life searching for things i didn’t need, but none of it matters if i lost my family EVERYTHING along the way. can i get it all back? or is it too late?"

"you’re looking at a long road ahead of you, and that road is called the rest of your life"

"people are gonna disappoint you. i get that. i kind of expect that. but what if one day you wake up and you’re the disappointment?"

"i know i can’t change our past but i’m hoping i can change our future."

"one day you’ll look out and all you’ll have to live with are your mistakes, sometimes you shouldn’t look back but sometimes life forces you to.."

"every story has an ending but in life
every ending is just a new beginning."

» goodbye «
hurts more then anything.
when you know you
won’t say hello again.

maybe i’m over you. maybe i’ve moved on.
maybe i like someone else. but then again, maybe
i’m a perfectly good liar.

It’s true that we don’t know what
we’ve got until we lose it, but it’s
also true that we don’t know what
we’ve been missing until it arrives.

If there’s one thing I know it’s loving and losing.
But, you never really lose until you stop fighting.

Always tell someone
how you feel about them
mean what you say & say what you mean
even when it’s hard
because opportunities are lost in the blink of an eye
but regrets last a lifetime.

my world has changed from white to bLaCk

Life is full of colours,
too bad mine is just black and white.

*hint* - see the difference?

sds songs
New Found Glory - Hold My Hand, Head On Collision, This Disaster, Story So Far
Hinder - Better Than Me, Nothing Good About Goodbye
Lost Prophets - Rooftops, Last Train Home, Goodbye Tonight
Sum 41 - Pieces, Still waiting, In Too Deep
Weezer - Island In The Sun

-aSaM no1-

                                         SCHOOL vs. PRISON

in prison: You spend the majority of your time in an 8×10 cell.

in school: You spend most of your time at a desk that sticks to your butt.

in prison: You get three meals a day.

in school: You only get a break for 1 meal and you have to pay for it.

in prison: You get time off for good behavior.

in school: You get rewarded for good behavior by being called the teacher’s pet.

in prison: A guard locks and unlocks all the doors for you.

in school: You get locked out of your classroom from the inside.

in prison: You can watch TV and play games.

in school: You get detention for playing games.

in prison: You get your own toilet.

in school: You have to share and wait your turn in line.

in prison: They allow your family and friends to visit.

in school: You cannot even speak to your family and friends.

in prison: You spend most of your life looking through bars from the inside wanting to get out.

in school: You spend most of your time wanting to get out and go inside bars.

being in prison is better than being in school..don’t u think?

especially when ur in a fuckin’ college like mine..

trust me, u’d rather be in prison…

-college sucks-

alicia..u r so damn right..it feels bloody good…
can u pls stop me coz im very addicted to depressing icons rite now..

i hope it’s juz fantasy
itz in reality

i wuz such a fool

thankz to you
i’m sick of everythin

it’s all juz a lie
i want to ask you why

u did this to me
coz now
i’m a different person

why din you tell me
that could have change everything
now you made it worse

and

i dunno what do do now
where to go
who to tell

i’m lost
you broke me

had only girls’ outing wid my colleagues today..shin yee drove so she gave me a lift..yay!i dun have to drive!since i dun have the mood to anyway..b4 i went out..i took panadol first..coz i did not feel right..i look into the mirror..the panadols still din wipe the sadiSt look off my face..so din bother bout it..juz went out..

afta that went to haagen dazs..we had the fondue..*drooLz*..

they were still not tired afta gurney n island n haagen dazs..end up goin to prangin…well i juz had to follow..walk here walk there..watch em shop..i din know wat to buy at all…den came home..n now i’m juz bloggin..

i wonder wat will i be doin tmrw..hopefully got planz..it’l be so super sad to stay at home..
esp when ur not in da mood to do anythin..
u know wat..forget it..

i wuz watchin this show laz nite.."along came polly".. XD

the show wuz dam lawak n sweet *beaMz* =)

however there wuz this part that i didn’t really like…

the story goes like this…the main character *Rubin* (Ben Stiller) got married wid a girl name *Lisa*..on the first day of their honey moon..Lisa went scuba diving..while Rubin did not join her because he wuz busy decorating their suite ^_^

when Rubin went back to get Lisa from the beach..he found her havin *aHeM* wid da scuba diving instructor!!!OMG!!O.O!!wid flippers on…omg LMAO!! XD

so then the relationship between Rubin n Lisa wuz den *piaK* ter-putus =’(

den Rubin came back to normal life..move along n *bla bla bla* u know how it goes…=____="

one day..he met a girl..by the name *Polly*..they were old schoolmates…den started dating..blablabla..two completely different people wid different personalities n interests..yet still can be wid each other XP

okay…i hate this part..

den sudd…LISA CAME BACK!!! >=( wanting Rubin back..said what she did wuz a mistake den *blablabla*…send Rubin sum gifts and love notes…*remember our first date i miss you*

omg………HOW CHEAP IS THAT?? okay..i know it’s juz a show…-______-"……

n dat Rubin actually considered gettin back wid her..since he n Polly were havin sum problems anyway..haihz…

then it wuz a good endin…Rubin n Polly got back together..happy ever after… XD

there’s sumthin i’m tryin to say in this blog…what if u loved ur ex girl/boyfriend compared to the one ur with now?? that’z like a complete messed up situation…

i HATE liars.. >=(

btw our LiL’ sadiSt plan 3 did not work out..aihhh…damn sadisticLy menge-HAIHZ-kan!! =(

n i tot i would have a good laugh after that nite XP

anyway roti botak did his job…he juz failed… =)

n i heard that he got his drivers’ license dee…=_______="…can’t kutuk him dee…sobz…

on fridaY..*no cLaSs*..
wee…woke up at 11 sumthin like that den fast2 come online check kawan-ster XD saw me favourite aSaM friend online den start *chit*chat* wid her XD aLiCia the sadiSt aSaM monsteR
=_____="…
fuYooo….aLL sorts of idea to kiLL gYk..awww…kesian2 *pAt2* =)
den sudd…i hunGree -.-"..house no food for me to eat…onLy roti =.="..sadiSt!! >=(
den aLiCia toLd me she goin kFc makan…aSk me coMe along..so YAY!!
KFC for lunCh XP
cepat go mandi den *vRooM* go batu lanchang kFc XD
reach there nee…
*look*look*
mana tu sadiSt aSaM?? @.@"
den arini…"christina!!"..den i saw aSaM comin from the counter…THERE U R!! XD XD XD
wahahah!!
den makan makan…then aSaM came out wid a sadiSt idea n sadLy…haha…i think it wuz a great idea..hehehe XP


snap a picture of both aSaMz n send it to botaK…sure make him *dRooLz* wann XP
OMG!! we were so crazee!! i love this pic!! XD

then..after ENJOYING the meaL..we left this for gYk..chun2 2 o’clock his class end..so ask him go kFc collect our junk n his "food" XD LOL!! we left the roti there JUZ FOR HIM ^_^

me n aLiCia wanted to go visit ms lee wan…but then..sigh i got sumthin on later..so cannot go =’( but we did promise that we’l go visit our dear beloved ms lee together n also to laksanakan our DOG BISCUIT plan =P uh-huh uh-huh!!
psssttttt…
i know i’m from iNti..but i really cant wait for dead-sted’s prom nite =)
me aSaM n botak…r plannin on another sadiSt idea XP
OMG OMG!! i can’t wait i can’t wait!! =)
me n aSaM…we make a GREAT TEAM!! XP noone can beat us!! LOL!!
onLy BOTH of us r a teaM…NOONE else…*except ms lee =P*
our mission is to musnahkan the roti generasi n lahirkan the aSaM generation…woOt!!
my present for botaK..i kinda miss my sadiSt background X’(

and also…botaK send me a very nice picture of a person dat i chat on msn wid but i NEVER did talk to him in reaLity b4..n he saYs i muz taLk to him one day XP

wonder when dat will be thou =)

my good friend itty…

i hope u like this!! OMG!! LMAO!!

he is so gonna kill me…..>=D